shattered dream

2009-05-07T07:17:00.000-07:00

i change my blog le!
last post of this blog!

2009-05-04T06:38:00.000-07:00

my eyes are super red

i rested for the whole LA lecture becos of my red eyes!
band was ok, LOVE CARMEN!
LOVE COUNTING NUMBER OF BAR REST

i miss mrs wong =[

went to ps to buy stuff
BALLOOOOOOOOOOONS!
reached home at 930
i hope i will live one day without band

JIAYOUS SENIOR HIGH!!!!

2009-05-03T04:03:00.000-07:00

rawr
i have beening studying for one plus hour
but wad i did is STARING AT THE ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS TEXTBOOOOK
i need to absorb!!!!!!!!

eh. went to buy mother'sday present this afternoon with homing and pak ho
LALALALALA... actually we were helping pak ho to buy for his mum
but i decided to buy for my mom too!
PHOTO ALBUM hehe gonnna put our photos!
MEMORABLE RIGHT

after that we went to shop around hmv thing
played pool for the second time in my life
POTENTIAL PLAYER!
wheee thank u thank u
hhaha quite fun

i will upload the photos next time
I SHALL CONTINUE DIFFERENTIATION NOW.
=[

2009-05-02T09:43:00.000-07:00

i spent my whole afternoon making cards
=]] YAY

im not as free as you think!
sunburnt
BLACK FACE!

work was funnnnn!
crapping with jason in the kitchen
then i went out to do counter =.=

on my way home
there was another person approached me
aiyo, balestier is not a safe place to live i n.
我每个星期都会看到他
刻意还是注定？
i realise that im SPORTY
played bball with my pri school friends from 9am to 4pm ytd
haha IM THE SHOOTER!
COOL RIGHt!
boyao very 不给面子，he said that i took the wrong medicine! =[
我有练过的呦！

after went to play bball with homing, kelvin and aaron (new fren)
actually i watched them play
i played ABC with homing! HAHAHA I WON! wheee
kelvin and aaron are in bball team... super pro!
*CLAPS*

after that we went to NTUC
i bought a 500ml soya milk!
I NEED TO GROWWW TALLLER!

i wanna go out with my mom tmr
or i will study differentiation...!
i love my mom!

2009-05-01T21:04:00.000-07:00

友情，反而更长远
谢谢你，我的朋友！

2009-04-30T02:33:00.001-07:00

i think i will get the world's cleverest person award if there is one
i lost my ezlink.. AGAIN
7th time? 8th time?
eh... someone buy me a ezlink holder which can put in around my neck
so that i wont lose it again
i hate ezlinks!

i wanted to make a new one again
but i realised i forgot to bring my ic when i reached amk!
HOW SMART I AM

when i finally reached home without anything done
i forgot to bring the keys
my mom was not at home
and i took a taxi all the way to where she was
and finally reached home

I WANTED TO 泡澡！
but i forgot to on the heater
and the water was cold
lols as in... normal room temperature
=.= wads wrong with me

but it was COOOL
REFRESH!

im abit sun burn
abit tired
and i need to work later
cos i was paiseh to reject my manager AGAIN
everytime liddat la!
有点骨气！say no to work!
rawr!

the cards was NOT DONE!
unlucky day! HEHEHE

对不起
早跟你说了
我不是一个好女孩
=[

2009-04-28T07:36:00.001-07:00

i didnt go for sp today
i feel quite bad
its weird
lala!

tmr physics test
my eyes are SUPER RED
i need to sleep now
studied for 4hours on 5 phy topics
im going to die.
x.X

2009-04-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

篇篇想你

想

好想

好想你

好想见你

想见你

见你

你

走在河边我想起你

物依然在人事已非

如果时间为我停留

我愿回到那个从前

没有烦恼没有忧愁

只有彼此珍惜时光

2009-04-27T13:50:00.000-07:00

its 450 in the morning
i woke up just now
trying to study hist
and ace (which i don tknow wad topics we are tested)
=.-

hitler!
ww2
appeasement
! wheee

2009-04-25T10:11:00.000-07:00

NEW TEEEEE SHIRT! NICE OR NOT! very cute right!!!
PURPLE DAY
purple clothes, purple bag purple shoes
im gonna buy a purple hair band someday! haha

NICE SHOES RIGHT

my mom bought for me de!

random shot

i have no idea why his photo is in my phone

LALALA> my table partner! haha

NICE SKY

on my way to school in the taxi

LOLs i was late

lalala another one

慎思楼！

physics mini assignment!

inverted telescope! haha

LOVE THE STARS!

my new water bottle with the LITTLE (not really) BUGGGGGGGG! lols

and the smiley face. i earned it coz i stayed back during recess to help shouyi make his cards for his juniors! HAHAHA.

一分耕耘，一分收获

i was super tired now

went to bugis with homing and brenda (A SUPER CUTE GIRL)

she is super tall (167cm + high heels)

and CUTE. so jealous of her boyfriend

lala shoped around bugis and i bought 3 newbie teeshirts

its super cute! HAHAHA. i forgot how much i spent though

over 50 i think

and the thing is! i earned like 60 dollars in one month

and i spent it all in one shop

in ONE DAY!

all my hard work~~~

i wanted to buy this bag

SUPER CUTE! haha. billabong

AHEM AHEM 70 dollars! ZOMGOSH!

should i buy ? should i? should i?

or i should buy the cheaper one ?

or i shouldnt buy at all.....

rawr!

im making a permanent contacts tmr

which will cost my MOM 400?

lols can wear for at least 2 years and above

CANT IMAGINE

cos i cant wear disposable contacts anymore

not good for the eyes

so i decided to change!

LALA

all about money

wheeeeee

there is sp on monday morning

i seriously need it.

and i always think that i got alot of undone stuff (about band)

but actually wad i can do right now was already done.

WHAT CAN I DO?

TESTS COMING UP

im going to die!

i think my boss gonna kill me

i was late today

and i took a break

and i left early

OMG. sorry!

2009-04-24T18:34:00.001-07:00

i was trying to study physics
but i pphhhhhailed.

ytd's speech day rehearsal was...
=[

full band was
=[

vball was
=]]

i played vball 5 days in a row
(i just remembered i played vball on monday morning)
IMAGINE! how tired i am!
haha is fun.

i need sp

i need to do alot of stuff
but i dont feel like starting
need to do cardssss for alot of people. yay!

im trying to learn how to use face book
apparently
i phhhhhhailed again

nvm
I SHALL GO AND EAT MY BREAKFAST NOW

2009-04-22T05:46:00.000-07:00

lala! happy tiring day!

i will FLUNK financial lit FOR SURE! most probably i will get 5 out of 50?
i totally dont understand the qn.

OH YA! my 2.4 timing was 12.57
IMPROVEMENT WELL DONE GOOD JOB RUMENG! lala

played vball after that
super exhausted
when i wanna change that time
i dropped my uniform onto the floor!
=.- SMART ARH

so i went to GO to borrow one
and NONE of the uniforms have buttons
so i went to buy a packet of buttons ( i need it anw)

bio pract was... cool
tot im gonna flunk it.
i got confused for the benedicts solution and copperII sulfate
LUCKILY i guessed the correct one! WHEE

phy mini assignment presentation was.. AHEM
i dont know
our group was funny. STAR GAZING. tour around the space
=.=!

anw
played vball from 3 to 6
IM FREAKING TIRED NOW.
as in ya...
i need to finish decorating the notice board by friday
which is quite impossible
everyone is so busy!

impossible is NOTHING
i can solve it! MWHAHAHHAHAHA

GOING TO DO MY HW NOW! wheee!

2009-04-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

whatever it is.
im going!

* i feel damn bad now *

2009-04-19T07:20:00.000-07:00

before i cut and rebond it!

we ate at 中环茶餐厅

i LOVE ME

ERASER: I LOVE MISTAKES!

NICE RIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHT!

he is super HOT! lols

and CUTE!

SUPER PRETTY EYES!

CHARMING RIGHT!

2009-04-19T05:08:00.000-07:00

had a nice and relax weekends
friday was a busy day for me
skipped recess and lunch
i really got no time to eat

eh. mr andrew ng came
hooray! basically i did nothing last full band besides playing saga once through
and tuned C
went for phototaking.. for the open house booklet?
i dont know something liddat
i think i will loook SUPER retarded. and freak all the parents out!

played vball after that
i felt really sad
the band is.. i dont know
helpless.
ANW its NO USE CRYING OVER THAT!
i must learn to be strong!

celebrate dilys birthday?
i dont know. weird atmosphere...

at 8+ i received a call from my manager said that i had a shift from 8 to 1
i was like HUH!?
dont feel like going at first
but she said will be quite tight.. so i chionged that by 930
yea. SUPER busy with only 2 people at counter
i talked non stop
until i drank more than 10 cups of water!

time passed fast. i love my work!
on the way home was.. =[
不可以和陌生人讲话！

sat:
went to make NEW EZLINK
ATM CARD
BOUGHT stuff for my SH section
and... watched movie with kakay homing kelvin
17 again
SUPER NICE!
zac efron is SUPER CHARMING!
*LOVES*
i fell in love with him

played arcade!
quite fun
after that dear KAKAY pangseh me for her bbq stuff
becos of her ren yi dao de!

so we went to orchard and eat dinner
LOLS i order 红豆冰和奶茶
2 drinks! yum yum

chionged to work again
SUPER BUSY
ICE CREAM DAY? everyone was ordering ice cream
im suck at making ice cream.

kept seeing the same old people again and again
haha! getting tired at 12+
DOZING OFF!

finally can go home at 1.
on my way home was.. SCARY.
refrain from talking to stranger..
cant accept sweet from a stranger!

went to cut hair rebonded hair today
watch movie with my mom
and brainstorming band stuff. WHEEE
im going to revise physics again BEFORE I SLEEP.
i dont like batteries!

ZAC EFRON IS LOVE!!!

2009-04-15T08:59:00.000-07:00

原来我也可以做到！
嘻嘻！

相信自己的梦想
它一定会成真
用自己的真诚
去打动别人的心
最终，团结就是力量
军乐队就是一家人！

2009-04-15T07:41:00.000-07:00

haha COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

OMG! i am red! lols but i appeared purple

chloe! OMG she got 偷拍！

CUTE MOM! love!

my mom was paying!

because something wrong with my skirt! SO...

lols NEW CLOTHES AND JEANS! lols

new alarm clock! ( people were complaining that all the clocks in my room were spoilt )

2009-04-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

my mom was trying to pick some good oranges from ...

SO MANY ORANGES!

SHOPPING at the supermarket. 我妈妈越来越像黄脸婆了

偷拍！

ME！LOLS fish! meat!

MANGO JUICE! favourite!

i got no legs!! scary or not!

HOT PINK POUCH! lala its CHEAP!

my bear! CUTE RIGHT!

SPOILT CLOCK!

TEDDY BEARS ARE THE CUTEST SOFT TOYS!

lols! LOVES!

2009-04-11T12:06:00.000-07:00

random word of the day :

BLIND SPOT

2009-04-11T04:08:00.000-07:00

haha cme project proved that i got ABSOLUTELY NO TALENT IN COMPUTER!
i cant design. haha

ok NVM i spent one hour on it CUTING UP PICTURES IN PAINT and paste it into powerpoint
its dumb =.-

i stayed at home one whole day
studied in the morning
watching tv + sleeping on sofa in the afternoon
INTROVERTS NEED TIME TO RECHARGE ALONE!

lala................... i need a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong holiday!

2009-04-10T04:04:00.000-07:00

haha card for mr ng!
for mdm sau... 's' abit weird! its a 5!

mrs wong!

mr teo

mr iskandar

mr lim

all the cards!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeee. (lighting makes it look weird)

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

spammed with DHSSB!! haha

hahah eugene and lionel (XINTIAN ASKED ME POST THIS) =]

TROMBONES ARE LOVE!!!!!! hahaha GL for rebroll (i tot is guai lan)

军乐队一家人！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

we love trombonessss!

dhssb will win the war!!!!!!!!!!!!

messy hair struggling with yellow straws!!!!!

一刀两断！！

OH MI GOSH! i got no fringe! fat face with dark eyes! and a XXXXXXXXXXXL blazer!

height difference =.-!!!

2009-04-10T04:00:00.000-07:00

i spent my hol doing project plus cards!
I FELT SO ACCOMPLISHED i love the cards!
hais

met gillian and tongwei at kallang
did our physics mini assignment! its not MINI at all...
we finished most of our slides!
JIAYOUS, we can do it

met terence at plaza singapura
we ate our lunch and ate a chocolate banana at secret recipe!
we spent our whole afternoon there. haha making cards! WHEEEEEEEE
ate again~
thanks for helping out (THOUGH U DIDNT HELP MUCH)

very tired!

2009-04-09T17:06:00.000-07:00

遇到挫折！

先大哭一场？

还是躲起来？

还是笑着面对！解决一切问题！茹梦加油！

2009-04-09T17:03:00.000-07:00

LOLS im a extreme P i think. PERCEIVING
irregular timetable

i made 2 cards for mrs wong and mr ng YTD
from 2 am to 4 am
it was............. SUPER NICE! (i insist)
i spent 2 hours on it and i went back to sleep

GILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLIAN! answer my phone call!

lalala i love my mom!

2009-04-09T11:00:00.000-07:00

its 2am now
i just woke up from my sleep! =.-

EMO day, i walked in the rain for 20 min
(i forgot to bring my unbrella)

2009-04-08T07:58:00.001-07:00

i wanted to sleep at 10
but i failed to do so
REASON: i was doing working committee for rhythm 23
HEHE and i finished WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

went to pract in the morning
i must keep up the GOOOOOOOOOOD HABIT of going sp everyday
lalala...

slack day
financial lit (i wasnt paying attention)
PE lesson! i ran and ran and ran my timing was 13.32!

pccg was the INFP thing...
quite zhun. i agree totally
im introvert! lala i dont TALK AS MUCH AS XINTIAN
i THINK before i TALKED
intuition, i will think out of the box!
Feeling, i will go by feel, too emotional
PROMOTE WORLD PEACE! yay!
Perceiving: i dont have a fixed schedule, i hate daily routines
i like surprised!
QUITE TRUE
the only not zhun thing is I NVR LATE FOR SCHOOL BEFORE! hehe! lousy!

i played vball during recess
after school
after bsp until i from tofu to 豆干！
im so tanned now........... i dont like rawr

ate dinner with mr yong
we walked from aljunied mrt stn to paya lebar
cos i wanna eat at some aircon place
我自己吃亏！走到我快要累死了！

I WANNNNNNNNNNT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEEP! BYE

2009-04-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

当你明明不感兴趣
为什么要假装喜欢？

志同道合？趣味相投？
让我觉得很累。
我感觉不到你的真心，只有虚伪和伪装

受不了你的欺骗，让我觉得自己像一个傻瓜
我们是真正的朋友？还是有目的的接近

没有多余的力气去管乐团以外的人。
听起来很自私，可那就是我。
我只为了我愿意牺牲的而牺牲

2009-04-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

TIME TO UPDATE MY BLOG!

wheeeeeeeeee super emo + angry + happy + hyper day!
full of emotions!

basically today was super slack
one period of phy (i didnt pay attention, EMO MOOD)
one period of chem ( we used that to discuss our CIP thing)
2 periods of ace (ZZZZZ)
2 periods of LA (watched FILM)
2 periods of hist ( i was busying cutting clues)
2 periods of assembly (watched a skit)

i must hao lian yi xia!
i got 19 over 20 for my chem
and i said SIAO when mrs low said i got 19
cos it was too unbelieveable...
i was not good in chem
i didnt really study that much (SYF period)
OK! pure luck then
BUT I WANT TO START MUGGING NOW!
from next wk onwards
after i settle all the cards, and band stuff !

mr tay, conductor of CO
came for a talk today
he was very inspiring!
AND 我点入重点！真聪明！
为了提升自己而比赛！
他说的一句话，我觉得很对
屡战屡败，屡败屡战
我们要越战越勇！！
加油！军乐队一家人！！！！

i tot interaction will be in a mess
but in the end was quite successful
hope everyone enjoyed themselves
我因你快乐而快乐！

我刚刚做完功课！
很想睡觉，可是我还没有做portfolio!

stop procasinating ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG!

2009-04-05T04:20:00.000-07:00

昨天工作了一整天，
还好，没时间给我胡思乱想
我累了，真的好累

晚上和嘉琪一起吃晚餐
看鬼戏！
the unborn
如果我再跟她一起看鬼戏
我就不姓茹
我还以为她很勇敢呢！
跟我一样吓得半死

最惨的就是，坐在我另一边的人，也吓得魂飞魄散！
我看到一半的时候，就冲出去让自己冷静一下
一个半小时的戏，我可能只看了二十分钟。
浪费钱！用钱来吓自己，我真的是有病！

一点才进入梦乡。

今早，我把点就要起来了
由紧急会议。哈哈
我以为会用很多的时间，没想到我们一点就开完了，
只好在scc 游荡。

很厉害！

我真心的希望
yck 可以做到最好。
祝他们好运！

2009-04-03T09:19:00.000-07:00

比赛完后
我们( xingqi, xintian, weijie, jia hui, terence, vivienne, weilin jiaying) 一起去玩球
我快疯了，笑疯了，也哭傻了。

很开心，一起去吃东西，

一路有说有笑，

好久没有那么放松过了

haha we already got our food and i wanted to get tissues from counter there
and i saw weijie, he was the last to order his food.
i said: TSK TSK so slow
the person was staring at me, he thought i was saying him
I FELT SO PAISEH and i just ran off
he kept staring at me with a weird face
SORRY i was just JOKING! haha.

anw. i was so tired MENTALLY
i need a break.

dont worry about me! i will be fine =]
and sorry for making you feel bad.

2009-04-03T08:55:00.000-07:00

我不难过
有的只是失望
对我自己

我对不起所有支持我的人
我对不起我的学长学姐
我对不起所有军乐队的一家人

我承诺我会增加彼此的凝聚力
我承诺会带着乐团走向更高峰
我失败了~吗？

我哭了，像断了线的珍珠
划过我的脸颊
我紧咬着双唇，快要冒出血来
心痛，痛到我不能呼吸

看着每给人红着眼眶
我觉得无助，自己带着一双红肿的眼睛
强颜欢笑，劝别人不要哭泣

我笑了，我跳了
希望泪水会跳回我的眼眶
希望微笑能够盖过哭泣

突然，我看到老师忍住的泪水
我难过极了，我真是个笨蛋，
除了哭，我还会什么？

“我真的很想最到一切给你们想要的！”
这句话，是最悦耳最动听的旋律
短短的一句话，带出了老师对我们的关爱，
她全心全意的付出，这就是我们要的

虽然，成绩不太理想，
经过这次，凝聚力增加了
每个人都有了一个新的目标
不要一个回首过去，要展望未来

我很开心，认识了一群可爱的朋友
rachel, xintian, jiahui, dilys, denise, chloe blah blah
他们对我的关心和鼓励，会刻在我的心中
我们已经尽力，当我看到学长学姐们一个个过来劝我们时
一阵暖流从心中流过。

我一定会坚强起来
我有我的组，我会带领他们，
做到最好！

我一直觉得，我是个很不称职的主席
不够勇敢，不够坚强
说实话，我总是觉得自己做得不够好，不够多
我希望自己每天有48小时，为了乐团，付出更多更多

我希望能有自己的热诚
带动我身边的每一个人
不要因为别人的去留，而选择自己的去留
而是因为，你是真心的要为乐团尽一分力，
诚心的想要付出更多更多，才留下来

我希望用自己的感染力，
鼓励每一个人，不要放弃，
不经过狂风暴雨，又怎么能看到雨后的彩虹？
等风平浪静以后，又是一片阳光明媚。

我们永远都是一家人！
高中部！加油加油！

2009-04-02T04:13:00.000-07:00

我好紧张哟！
其实还好啦！我们一定可以的！！
今天的overture2 是我听过最好的
我快要哭了

早上的时候很不舒服
有一种要吐的感觉！
还好我很坚强，挺得住！
数学测验还好，化学也还好
物理！明天！死了！

我要在九点以前睡觉！

好歌真的可以感动人心
不知是音乐动人心弦
还是大家的努力和默契，让我鸡皮疙瘩掉满地

加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油！！！！

我要去整理东西了！大家加油哦！！！！！！！

2009-04-01T05:32:00.000-07:00

心里好乱，你让我感到内疚
因为，你为我付出的，总是比我为你付出得多一点
我，值得吗？

2009-04-01T05:06:00.000-07:00

我很感动哟！谢谢所有的seniors 所做的一切
礼物，凉茶，祝福和心意

可爱的江嘉琪抛弃了自己的学校，
去支持我！谢谢你亲爱的！！哈哈

我发现，真的很多关心我的人，
不会辜负他们的期望哟！

我发烧了吗？
呵呵。。好烫哟！
我很健康，复原能力好
没事的！！

能不能最后一次，
抛开一切，只为了乐团。

我去温习功课了！*头脑昏昏的*
能读多少是多少吧。。

2009-03-31T06:00:00.000-07:00

我“妈妈”叫我 offline
因为它会害我无法专心，我要去吃晚餐了！

华语cool 我会试着打华文
着会造成读者的不便，不过谁管你呀！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

2009-03-31T02:06:00.000-07:00

最后三天
两年来的努力，辛苦
最终是值得的，不管结果如何

我想起我还是中一的时候
我知道比赛对大家来说都很重要
对我来说，我并没有做很大的贡献
却从中学到很多
为了给学校争光，为了证明个大家看
日日夜夜不断的练习
虽然结果没有理想，我却从过程中学到很多东西

当揭晓成绩时，我哭了，一直哭一直哭。
我问自己，是不是我的错
忍住了泪水，回到学校
当听到 stand by me 时，我想起好多事情
想到自己生着病去练习，想到所有人吹到嘴巴都破了
我却责怪是运气不好

我定下目标，2009 我们一定会找回德明失去的。
从两年前，我开始担心两年后的这个来临的星期五
那时，我信誓旦旦的说我们可以 GWH 垂手可得
2008 六月初，我第一次看到 Credentium
我却没有开始练习，一直到七月，我们第一次吹 Credentium
糟透了，特别是我的组，在没有任何的练习下，不会看谱，我们乱吹一通
我被骂了，我知道不努力就没办法实现我要的
我们开始了练习，几乎是每天
trombones 一直在进步，终于有一天，Mr Ng 说我们很好！
我变得骄傲，开始拿各种借口让自己觉得很忙，没有去练习
直到最近的 Indoor test，我发现自己什么也不是
别人的不好时可以衬托出自己比别人好一点，却不是最好的
我要的只是这样吗？我问自己。

每个人都说我在退步，
所以我决定每天早上来练习。可能比赛后我会专注学习
不过我一定要保持这个习惯。我要不断努力，不是指为比赛
为了自己。

去年年底到今年月初的时候
我感到害怕，这真的是德明政府中学吗
没有斗志，没有团结
只有各种各样的借口，只有负面的心态
以前德明政府中学很好，那是以前
我总是觉得自己放了很多心思，自己整天练习（自己=我的组）
我发现我真的很天真，总以为自己做好就可以了
有一个人曾经说过，自己做好了有什么用，我们要一起进步

我是DHSSB 的主席，做梦也想不到的事情
不知是喜是忧，我总是觉得自己太过懦弱
自己不够资格，我发现，我要改变自己。
我对太多人有偏见，影响我对事情的判断
我太在乎别人对我的看法
我害怕自己的改变，别人会觉得。。

有人曾问我，do you really wanna do it?
我一直在考虑，我答应了，我一定会使着做到

我曾答应某个人，拿回我们所失去的
Mr Ng 却说，我们没有失去任何东西，有什么可以拿回
我听了，心里却酸酸的

我和朋友吵架了，我有错，我发现改变自己也解决不了
可能我没有打从心里改变吧
多亏了我的seniors，把我们的关系弄得没有那么僵

离比赛越来越近，我要谢谢我可爱的seniors, 谢谢你们一直回来教我们
谢谢你们肯花自己的时间来帮我们
谢谢nicholas 的凉茶，和javier 的水壶！
谢谢刘心恬没有抛弃我！！！哈哈
谢谢 mr 推手一直和我聊天，试着开导我！！

谢谢 Mr ng 每天早上回来学校
谢谢 mrs wong 为我们做了那么多
谢谢 mr lim 每天帮我们开门，还买好贵好贵的面包给我们！！

我们可以的！加油！！

我今天去看医生，他好像当药是免费的一样
开了一堆给我，好像我得了什么重病！
总之，是因为我的耳朵导致我的头脑晕晕的
很复杂，我也不知道医生在说什么！
睡了一个下午，我要温习数学！

2009-03-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

syf is in 2 days time
chem test is tmr
THOUGH i revised last sunday
im still abit worried
i read through another time just now
BUT! seems like u know everything (sometimes i tend to forget some thing) before the test
u will get so careless during chem CT
like u left out the word DAMP
or u suddenly forgot the solubility table
LIFE SUCKS

i cant tongue anything today
esp in the morning, i felt like vomitting
and i almost fainted
HAHAHA. maybe because of the cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesy pasta i ate for ytd's lunch

full band was fast
we ended at 530pm
which is super early
THANK ALL THE BANDERS WHO MAKE THE CARDBOARD WITH GOODLUCK WISHES FOR US! *touched*

hehe 军乐队一家人！

ok i shall go and sleep now!
IM TIRED

2009-03-29T05:42:00.000-07:00

i took it at xin zheng airport!

MHAHAHAHHA i looooook super fat after eating for 7 days NON STOP

DOU DOU! long ears~~!

he just cant stop moving... =.=

went to eat 日本烧烤 near tanglin mall there!
SUPER NICE~ haha
it came with a price! we ended up spending 500 bucks just for the dinner
=.=! i hope the food stays in my stomach forever!
环境很好，食物很香，服务很好
现点现做！哈哈！很有看头哟！

read beans! yum yum

烤番薯！！

贝壳！=[

鱼鱼鱼鱼鱼！！

大葱=[

CRAB! super nice! haha

sake! yum yum! OMG im underage and i drank wine!

tsk tsk!

竹笋！很嫩哟！！超好吃的！=]]

pork! very chewy! DELICIOUS!

nice atmosphere!

cooooooooooooooooool!

no menu, just order everything on the spot!

haha!

2009-03-28T19:37:00.001-07:00

rawr~i got a feeling im falling sick
i couldnt wake up this morning cos i felt so giddy!
SURVIVAL MODE SWITCH ON!

my mom dont allow me to go out
(first time in this year)
she said im always going out during weekends
and im going to fall sick soon
and i need to revise my chem and my competition is next week
i need to rest at least one day in a week
=[

im going to stay away from my comp in the afternoon
so that i can concentrate on my studies.

2009-03-28T08:38:00.000-07:00

went to the Band Fiesta 2009 at singapore conference hall
HEHE with my friends
8 schools perfromed : st joseph institution, bartley SS, monfort SS, marsiling SS, Balestier hill SS, serangoon SS, junyuan SS and hwa chong institution

st joseph played jericho by bert appemont.
they are good! and the piece is nice
haha and im familiar with cos nicholas showed my that song before. HEHE

i liked the piece Annie played by marsiling secondary school too!
haha quite nice

i like machu pichu by hwa chong institution the most
their playing is really very good
and their trombones is super neat and intune
=] and the song is exciting !
and they really grabbed all my attention!
OMG dhssb also must be as good as them if not better
HAHAHA JIAYOUS! we can do it! yay!

overall i enjoyed the concert!
=]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

im doing chem revision, portfoilio in the morning
chinese project with sarah and chunseng in the afternoon
I AM A BUSYBODY! haha

2009-03-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

im super busy these days
life packed with band!
i ponned wed's bsp cos there is SH band in the afternoon
and we really did a great job JIAYOUS DHSSB!

had sp on thurs it was ok
javier took us (BIG BIG THANK YOU)
i reached school at 7 every morning to practise basics so that i can improve more within these 2 weeks

friday's exchange with yck was good
we really improved alot compared to the last time
but WE ARE NOT GOOOOOOOOOOOOD ENOUGH
there is time~!!!!!!!!!!

today's band was crazy
we ended the rehearsal in 2.5 hours
cos mr ng he already finished what he planned to do
so we are dismissed at 11
WOW~! jiayous!

nicholas came in the afternoon
he took us for 4 hours
and i really think we become much more neater and got more style
im the one who spoilt everything SORRY
i really cant tongue and pitch anything in the end
really thank him aloooooooooooooooot.
we tidy up alot of things
all we need to do is to improve on wad we had done and sort out our intonation problem!

5 more days left
full band at 745 on mon morning
7 on tue and wed morning
4 on wed afternoon
145 on thu afternoon
I THINK WE WILL BE WELL PREPARED BY THEN! JIAYOUS!

2009-03-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

my lips are burning
haha super swollen now

full band was effecient today besides the super tiring mouth

almost died!

its worth it!

JIAYOUS DHSSB we will win the war! MWHAHAHAH
14 days left!!!!

sp was COOOOOOOL
i dont know, i love sp more
i think our main problem is intonation and balance
OVERALL ITS STILL OKOK!

so i changed my phone to an iphone

too high tech for me

i only know how to call, sms and play a very stupid game

(which wenlin likes it alot, i can understand, no childhood)

must get the cao cao out out the maze

=.=

there just tooo many things to blog
but im too tired to type everything out here

i took leave again (for my work)
i felt so guilty
cos im going to a concert by many schools next week

my boss was super nice to me
love her alots =]
she taught me how the make the new product (randomly)
and treat me one!
it is nice though its a bit spicy
crew room has changed!
quite AA, its all red! haha so macs!
so i just got a free meal by going to macs

ANW I WANNA SLEEEEEEEP LIKE NOW!
super tired! =[

2009-03-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

i took this photo in china
mwhahaha NICE BACKGROUND RIGHT!

first day of band camp
我应付得来！加油！我可以的！
四天而已嘛~
*faint!*

i shall sleep early today!

anw i got a new phone
ITS FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
=]! yipeeeeeeeeee!

2009-03-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

我不想回去了
这里的生活真好
没有顾虑没有烦恼

逛街吃饭睡觉
=]

去剪头发了
i got so freak out when he wanna cut my fringe
he laughed
=.=!

nice hair cut thought didnt change much

I HOPE TIME STOP HERE! RAWR

2009-03-10T05:02:00.001-07:00

last post before i went off
SUPER TIRED NOW

mug during recess and lunch
physics really drove me nuts
i was SOOOOO HUNGRY
before i ate sushi at toa payoh

2 hours before departure
i FEEL WEIRD
mwhahhahah.

nvm i dont know what to blog now. SHALL GO LAST CHECK MY LUGGAGE!

BYEEEEEEEEEEE~

2009-03-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

my life is so interesting
DRAMATIC.

anw my cough got better this morning
MWHAHAHAH maybe the corn cup works?
i dont know.

it got serious now that i cant stop coughing..
MAYBE becos of dou dou TOO DUSTY LE!
yaya. his fault!!

i predict that tmr will be a super bad day for me. however i will learn to be strong, no more crying, no more random thoughts. whatever it is, i will try my best. im not a kid anymore, i must think more maturely, i must learn to be rational. no matter what happens tmr, i will not cry! i will not be angry! jiayous! RU MENG CAN DO IT ONE LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

i feel so bad. sorry

2009-03-07T16:21:00.000-08:00

im sick. =.=
someone spread his or her virus to me!

i havent packed my luggage
i havent revised anything on trigo
im not prepared

rawr, im going to study now.

2009-03-05T06:00:00.001-08:00

did i mention that CO concert is nice?
HAHA ok CO concert was quite entertaining
nice nice

today was a super tiring day
went to school with my ART PIECE!
LOLS i love the card

lets skip all the way to band exchange
i didnt eat my lunch, trying to see if everything was fine

atmosphere was good
playing was weird....

nvm. my mood was ruined
i will continue the nx time

maybe i didnt try hard enough.
LOSER

2009-03-05T06:00:00.000-08:00

BUSY DAY FOR ME though today is my earliest dismissal day

i have been going for sp every morning for almost 2 weeks
i think i improve abit. HAHA GOOOOOOD SIGN!
clarinets had their SP in the morning... almost the whole section there

SLEEPY DAY
bio pract, chem pract (sucks)

CHIONG-ed off for bsp after school
and went to sp in the afternoon
javier was there to take us
ended up helping us to arrange the chairs for yck exchange

in e end i didnt sp at all
cos i havent bought the stuff for yck! HAHA
went to plaza singapura and bought some stuff to make a card for them
OK! i concluded that im super talented and its the first card i make which i like it ALOT
HAHAHA OK ITS SUPER NICE (i insist)

and im going to bathe NOW! mwahahha

im having a sore throat
tmr MAYBE i will have a very manly voice.
=[[

2009-02-28T09:09:00.004-08:00

i dont know is good to know more people or wad
just suddenly know (or rather recognise) many people at macs

i forgot to bring my phone to school today
i felt super... anxious... lols
just reached home and found that i had 20 messages and 8 missed calls. HAHA
我也是个大忙人哟

OK. KONG KA KAY YOU GOOOOOOD LA
pangseh me the last min,ZZZ
i needa to find someone to go CO concert with the last min.
NVM luckily i found one.. HENG HENG. if not im gonna tell your WHOEVER about the EVIL THINGS U DID TO ME!

band was good today
i went to teach the sec1s
they are good and ENTHU ahaha
all of them brought home their trombones
GOOOOOOOOD JOB! keep it up!

MOOOOOOOOOD SWING
im feeling DOWN.....

2009-02-28T09:09:00.003-08:00

*confession*

i love DHSSB!
i love you more than anything in school!

im listening to CREDENTIUM now and i FEEL SO ENERGETIC! i really hope we can play the full thing for rhythm 23. in the whole score i like bar 225 the MOST. just 3 notes! (with harp) SUPER NICE! hehe

hope we can DO REALLY REALLY VERY WELL FOR SYF09!
dhssb will rock the stage! MWHAHAHAHAHHAHA

i will treasure every note i play on the stage
i will do my best and i hope everyone will too!
its my last syf in JH. *i know it sounds funny*
it is TRUE!
我会全力以赴，做到最好。

大家加油哟！

2009-02-28T09:09:00.002-08:00

im stupid
i didnt make my ezlink, atm card
i didnt collect my tuner
i didnt print stuff for the sec1s

2009-02-28T09:09:00.001-08:00

went to shop with my mom
my mom is a shopaholic
she cant stop buying stuff.

@ paragon
we ate our lunch at ding tai feng she bought a SUPER ex shoes which cost her 800 bucks.
=.=! i was toooooooo late to STOP HER

@ muji
we bought some snacks, daily stuff and clothes(for me)
=] ITS MUCH CHEAPER THAN HER SHOES
i hope i wont grow up like my mom
*bankrupt*

@ adidas
she bought a bag for herself
i said, if she bought that, im gonna use! =]]
but she still bought it. =.=

@ pacific tower
we did yoga for one hour and bathed there.
HAHA quite relax. almost fell asleep
*zzzz*

@ isetan
my mom bought me a wallet
HAHA YAY! finally, i got a wallet without spending my own $ haha

@ supermarket
we bought sushi for our dinner! YUM

nice day spending with my mom
<3 her!

2009-02-28T09:09:00.000-08:00

i feel like a monkey!

2009-02-28T02:37:00.000-08:00

i love full bands
I REALISE i can rmb other section's part quite well
HAHA IM SUCH A CLEVER GIRL

mr ng taught us how to be more expressive
STYLLLLLLLLLLLLLLE
haha he described the scenes of credentium
credentium is talk about WAR
and imagined how mr ng talk about it
SUPER funny

today mr ng said something which i think is super funny
a person talks without using the brain is :
constipation in the brain
diarrhea from the mouth
OK that sounds so uncivilised....

last time he said a cold
maybe only i found it funny
rachel's instrument was spoilt
so she kept squeaking..
mr ng: dont squeak (squid), be cuttlefish
LOL

i slpt the whole afternn after all the tiring days
slpt at 3am on thurs woke up at 530am
slpt at 1am ytd woke up at 630am today

im not going to work that frequent starting from now
wears me out
and everyone is strange and weird

yay! im going back to china this coming march to renew my passport
and its FIXED and i need to rush back before band camp
hahaha
一个人坐飞机，感觉应该不错

2009-02-26T05:25:00.000-08:00

i had been crying all these days
one of the reasons is the friendship thing
i wont give up, hope time will cure everything

today was terrible
i failed my FINANCIAL LITERACY like... not even 30%
=[[

我真的是一个坏女孩，只会弄别人伤心
对不起，都是我的错，该怎么补偿
看到你心痛时，我更是内疚
对不起，千千万万遍
憋在心里的痛，化成泪河

2009-02-24T06:57:00.002-08:00

you suck!

2009-02-24T06:57:00.001-08:00

i shall finish blogging in 2 mins
IM STILL A VERY GOOOOOOOD GIRL AFTER ALL
cos i just finished my jian bao!
i am going to do my hist essay tomorrow
so that i can sleep early

haha jian bao sucks.
i wrote about dengue, and i realised i know little about it
so i went to search the zheng zhuang and how to prevent it
HEHEHE... and i rephrase the sentence!
ITS NOT CHEATING!

im going to sleep now its 1059!
NIGHT!

2009-02-24T05:47:00.000-08:00

SHOULD I SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP now?
hmmm i just quarrelled with my mom about band stuff again
and actually i didnt say anything, just let her scold me
i WAS SUPER SAD JUST NOW

but now im REALLY FINE! hehe
the problem has solved
and my mom is still the best mom in the world! MWHAHHAHA

my passport is gonna expire
i must renew it this march hol
but band camp is seriously important
so i asked my mom if i can take it on thurs and fri of the last week cos
it takes time to fly back to china and make
my mom very pissed that she said i dont know which comes in first
it is the LAST syf in JH band, i must do my best
i cant imagine the consequences of ponning the whole band camp

AFTER MUCH consideration, i decided to put band in the first place.
=[
i know my mom was angry
IM SORRY! hope she will understand

雨过天晴!

IM GOING TO SLEEEEEEEEEP in 10 min
i shall do my JIAN BAO TMR!
mwhahahahha!

2009-02-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

i played my trombone for 15 mins!
just practise to make sure i practise everyday
it was cool
cos I CANT DONT PLAY IT.. it will waste my effort
of CARRYING IT BACK !
though its inconsiderate but i dont care
cos my neighbour sucks
he is so ... xiao qi, that he complains everything about my house
i dont like him, so old yet his wife is only 19! OMG (sorry for the gossips, cant help it)

anw, i finished my bsp stuff
AND YAY! im gonna sleep in 5 min! mwhahah

2009-02-21T21:41:00.000-08:00

MY LIFE IS SO INTERESTING!
i love my work! yay!

ytd i was mentally tortured
dont know whats wrong with the people in macs
i was studying after my work and suddenly this person sat right in front of me and said HI
i was like HUH? *shock*
person XX: dont be scared i just wanna say HI
conclusion is : i ran away

many weird things happened ytd...
it was so funny i dont know where to start

ANW, my house is so echoe-y
haha, though it still nicer to play trombone in school
FEELING IS NOT RIGHT!

BSP ROCKS!
i havent finished
=.=!
waiting for xintian to send me back the editted and well deco-ed slides! YAY!

anw! SOMETHING FOR MRS LONGAN!
JIAYOUS FOR SC INVESTITURE!!!!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!

2009-02-19T08:06:00.000-08:00

im gonna bring home my trombone tmr!
i must pract everyday for at least 0.5 hour for the next one month!
INCLUDING SUNDAY!

yawn
i love xi zang
i love bsp
i love chines!
i love my bed!

2009-02-19T07:34:00.001-08:00

bsp rocks!
=.-!!!

2009-02-17T06:16:00.001-08:00

我还只是个孩子
慢慢成长

2009-02-17T06:16:00.000-08:00

rawr!

im sad

CHEM TEST CHEM TEST
why i STUDY CHEM FOR
its not like i wanna be chemist or anything!
if i dropped chem nx year
i will forget everything!
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i hate chem la!

不要在乎别人怎么看我！
我就是我

啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！
你们都是笨蛋！

die i think im still not doing enough
there is something i lack of.
i am a NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB!
*crazy state*

2009-02-16T04:18:00.000-08:00

today was slack
one period of chem
one period of phy
2 periods of ACE
2 periods of LA watching video
one hour of recess + lunch
2 periods of hist watching documentary
2 periods of assembly!

haha

BAND ROCKS THOUGH
jiayous bah dhssb!

i had been kept thinking about the squid and squeak joke mr ng told us
QUITE FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNY

i wanna sleep at 9 tonight! mwhahaha NO MORE HW!
YAYNESS

tmr is SCH THING. can pon schooooooooooool!
WHOOOOOOOPEEEEEEEEE!

2009-02-14T02:42:00.000-08:00

YAY!
happy friendship day
i spent my day with band
I LOVE BAND =]]]

HOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-02-12T05:24:00.000-08:00

some zilian photos in my moms car! MWHAHHAHA

took it after the hot yoga

its super HOT

40 degrees

i was evaporating...

my colourful timetable!!!

i realised im actually a girl

i like PINK STUFF! mwhahaha

(note book is CHLOE's)

banana split!

(i always tot it was banana BOAT!)

FRENCH FRIES

yam and MANGO!!! loves!

i loooook tanned =[[[

WAITING FOR FOOOOOOOOD in T3!

half done jigsaw!

that is me

after my bath... i neglected my assignments for the sake of the jigsaw

MISSING PIECE!

im super sad! RAWR!

loooooooks like my dou dou right

ANW dou dou is MUCH MORE CUTER! mwhahaha

NICE RITE! i like the cheng! OMG

so artistic! mwhahaha

2009-02-11T07:35:00.000-08:00

yay i finished my hist essay!
HAPPY

i havent revised bio!
SAD

2009-02-11T03:38:00.000-08:00

hais I CANT CONTROL MYSELF FROM NOT BLOGGGING
so i shall blog about..

i needa finish one HISTORY ESSAY by today
but i havent even started
and its give a week ago
wanted to do ytd
my COUSIN was using my comp TOOOOOO BAD
(nah... tats rubbish)
im lazy
IM LAZY!

i finished a 300 pieces jigsaw by myself.
sense of accomplishment

i wanna go BANNNNNNNNNNND CONCERT!
rawr

today was super malu
i CANT FIND MY EZLINK AGAIN
fourth time within 3 months
and i lost my ATM card again! rawr

waited for the sec3s
OBVIOUSLY they didnt come
and they tot i wanna meet them at 715pm
=,=!!!!!

ytd i helped someone print 3 pages of PICTURES
and i dont even remember who i printed for
i just PRINTED!

my cousin just left
awww... maybe i should feel happy
if not i will felt guilty when im too busy and dont have time to pei her!

ANWWWWWWW
i needa start my essaaaaaay now!
whooooooooopeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-02-08T05:27:00.000-08:00

me and my sis were waiting for my mom at suntec! HAHAH COOOOOOOOL RIGHT
my fringe is super long

ME WITH 2 HUGE STONES!
im strong! i can lift it up easily!!!!!! MWHAHAHAH
superwoman

YAY!

zilian photo before going out! haha

MY HEAD LOOKS LIKE DISLOCATED FROM MY NECK!
like ghost!
scary!

2009-02-07T14:16:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHY IM STILL UP NOW!
cos i didnt sleep at all!
haha

my mom's fren came to my house to celebrate CNY
haha received LOTS of ang baos... though its a bit late
I DONT MIND!
=DD

went to work at 8
quite packed at first
my friends were making fun of my SUPER CUTE EARRINGS!
*a pair of earrings looks like zips!*
LOLS asked me if they can unzip my ears..

weird experience day.
i realised it is not very safe to work there.
ALOT OF random people 出没

i really love workinnnnnnnnng with them
SUPER FUN

after my worked
i studied for a while until 6
I FEEEEEEEEEL LIKE DYING. i hate trigo
i finished one hist notes and finished BIO! MWHAHAHAHHAHA
hist notes is super long and chim....
i dont really get some points

ANW IM GOING TO SLEEEEEEEEEEP NOW!
night

2009-02-07T01:48:00.001-08:00

MSN so high tech now

LOLS! soooooo cooooooooool

2009-02-06T19:45:00.000-08:00

i missed band practice ytd
RAWR!

i vomitted ytd morning
*YUCK YUCK*
so i went home at 10

took breakfast, ate medicine and i slpt for the whole afternoon
and i miss BAND!
i felt weird without band on friday. =.=!

nvm.
IM STILLLLLLL SAD

2009-02-05T06:09:00.000-08:00

super moody day
i feel like killing myself
*i need a tofu*

i got so busy these days
i fell asleep everywhere i went. HAHA

rawr! my life is so screwed!

加油茹梦！
要相信自己！

2009-02-03T06:19:00.000-08:00

我还是被他影响到
闷闷的，好想哭
难过涌上心来

我好累
还带着我的面具
我懦弱
躲在面具的后面
我很想
好好的和你讲清楚

我真傻

不能假装听不到，看不到，感觉不到

我做不到

不停的想，想个不停

2009-02-03T06:12:00.000-08:00

i wanna play UPWORDS!!!

haha read hist notes half way!
i CANT STAND IT ANYMORE
super long and chim. =]

mr teo <3
haha his lesson very interesting!! yay

chinese test today
stupid passage i dont even understand
its super.. crap. rawr!

bought a pair of SUPER white shoes
PURE WHITE! mwhahaha

心乱

2009-02-02T07:09:00.000-08:00

haha! i love band! yayness
=.=!

reached school super early today 7+
LALALALALA studied for phy pop!
anw thanks terence for helping me da bao HOTCAKES! yum yum
got this very kiddy toy.. EH. NOT FUN AT ALL

spot check is...#!#$!#$!#
my shoes are not acceptable! RAWR!

ANW indoor test is freaking me out
i got so nervous during SP!
nicholas came to take us! YAY! =]]

trombones will be having indoor next monday! HAIS
which means i must suffer one week MORE
=[[[[

习惯：积久养成的生活方式

2009-02-01T06:15:00.000-08:00

march was bad
im not good at marching
LOLS my slide DROPPED AGAIN! =[

stock taking sucks.
it was quite messy
mr ng condemned 6 trombones and he will buy another 4 new trombones.
YAY! but actually i think 2 is enough, cos we dont really ALOT OF $ to buy instruments.

read 2 STORY BOOKS in 2 days
though its not useful for my studies. HEHE

2009-01-29T08:18:00.000-08:00

im always thinking
i cant stop thinking for a moment
*SCREAMS*
im going mad.

PROBLEMS!
im helplessssssss
rawr!

2009-01-29T08:15:00.001-08:00

i choose to study in e end.
haha so i didnt go for SP td
super tired, i felt sleepy for everysingle lesson after recess
chinese lesson is like a lullaby, i was dreaming the whole period
i cant take it anymore!!! rawr!

i slept from 3pm - 8pm
YAWN!
just finished my phy journal, chem proj and some band stuff
I HAVENT COLLECT MY CALENDAR
im dead!
yay!

im going to do my maths assignment and chem structured ws. RAWR
yay!
i love myself!

2009-01-28T07:09:00.000-08:00

aiyo! my school life seems RELAX
actually im quite stressed!
rawr!!!!!!!

its my DUTY to pei my cousin to shop around singapore THOUGH IM ALREADY PACKED with school, band and work
though i got one maths ws and bio ws incomplete
i sacrifised my day for shopping
that sounds really dumb
i really felt bad when i worked and band-ed for so many days
neglecting her
SO I NEEDA DO MY HW LATER!
(NOW)

i did ok for my matrices
HOPE I WONT FLUNK MY COMMON TEST TMR
i very scared i cant understand the qn! DIE

JIAYOUS RUMENG

2009-01-23T10:07:00.000-08:00

im so tired

school , band, work
im dying

2009-01-22T03:27:00.000-08:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEMO!

self pract + sectional pract were efficient
i practised until my teeth going to DROP OUT
PAIN!
i love credentium
(im serious)

cheng yu kao shi tmr
i dont feel like studying BUT I NEED TO STUDY

reading 2 books (foolow your heart and yan zhi luan) at a time
BOTH ARE NICE
yay! im slowly turn into a book worm

2009-01-18T10:46:00.000-08:00

i love myself.
i ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOCK!
=]]

2009-01-17T09:35:00.000-08:00

BAND STUFF::::::::::::

network list
admin groups
sec1 skim
squad meeting
pract for indoor (WHICH IS TOMORROW)
SP schedule (must collate all the section's SP)

ACTUALLY STILL GOT ALOT, those are the MORE SERIOUS AND IMPORTANT STUFF WHICH I NEED TO JIE JUE FIRST

NON-BAND STUFF:::::::

revise bio (pop quiz)
revise chem(pop quiz)
revise matrix (class test)
chi essay (DO first so that i can slack in class! MWHAHAH)

BAND WON!
i love band then~~!!! yay!
please TELL ME IF I WENT CRAZY

2009-01-16T08:43:00.000-08:00

haha! td is.. looooooooooong
i fell sick! FINALLY
i hate 要病不病的 that kind of feeling.

i ate ice jelly with peach during recess. YUM YUM

chionged off for band cos mrs low dismissed us late
and i dont feel like eating (CANTEEN IS FAR FAR AWAY)

full band was ok, mr andrew ng came back and took us
HEHE i wont feel NERVOUS ANYMORE when i asked the band to keep quiet!
mwhahahah

i realised, what i think when i was a year2 is very childish
its not very easy to get a gold unless everyone work hard.
how to push the band?

i cant tongue semi quavers that fast
RAWR esp when the notes are low.
JIAYOUS. practise will make me IMPROVE!

chionged off for work as usual
i was almost late
started early, cos they were short of people

runner for aunty mei sin.
HAIS. super busy.

i think the people working with me is SUPER de nice
i left my bottle in the macs for the whole week
and JAI helped me wash my bottle and keep it!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH
i cant imagine my bottle is filled with ribena for one week!

jason was nice too, very funny
i shouted for tooooooooooooo many box of wings, and he didnt blame me
HAHAHA. poor him had to stay kitchen with me.
i didnt do kitchen for a super long time. i almost forgot everything

my manager gave me a red bean pie, (SO NICE RIGHT!) but i didnt feel like eating crispy stuff becos of my sore throat
viknesh ate it! HAHAH im such a nice person

hais, celine put me in the kitchen becos there are a bunch of people, so called disturbing me
though iknow one of them through my fren. eh i felt weird la, cos i dont even know them well, (in fact i dont even know all of them except one) and my manager always scared something will happen to me, and she insisted someone must send me home. HAHA they are NICE! haha i love working with them.

im going sp tmr!
SELF PRACTISE! jiayous rumeng.
GO SLEEP NOW its 1256!!!!!!!!!!! hehe

2009-01-15T02:39:00.000-08:00

reached home super early today
its 639pm now!

bad headache td, my head is going to burst anytime
first is i chionged finished my LA essays and i only slept for 3 hours
reached school at 640 tday
wasted my time cos i was crapping rather than writing report

maths and financial lit, both mr kwek's lessons
i finished my assignment one and two which need to be handed in nx week

headached got serious during LA lesson
i cant concentrate at all!
RAWR i read the passage 3 times and i didnt know what i was reading.

had part talk with the year2s
quite good. kengheng was conducting the part talk
give them their homework, hope that they can improve more
its good to have part talk, at least we know what each other is thinking

pract for A VERY SHORT WHILE
xintian's MEP finished.
so fast. time flies.

yea! i decided to go SP every sat,
pract alone is... BETTER

rumeng ROCKS cos i finished all my work and im going to sleep in 15 mins time!

2009-01-12T06:08:00.000-08:00

TIRING DAY
i slpt for 4 hours only

met terence at aljunied, went school with him
quite funny, cos our convo was crappy
basically both of us didnt understand each other
we sat at the bench beside the flag pole
and he was playing with my handphone, some really retarded things

lessons REALLY started this week
OMG scary, i hate school
there is a pop quiz tmr, TOMORROW

assembly was interesting. code of conduct
my fringe is SUPER long
i needa a hair cut. or fringe cut

PHYSICS is OMG
BLUR. rawr! why i take physics?
its killing me

band was goood
lower brass combine
I LIKE, we sort out alot of intonation and balance problem
articulation and alot of stuff
quite effective TO ME... mwhahaha

combine ended quite late
i was tired
OMG i think im so seh today, cos i shouted keep quiet and the whole squad quieten down
MWHAHAHAH good good
at least people are listening to me
they should seriously behave during fall in!

eh... on our way out to school, met terence so we took 158 tgt
had dinner with him somewhere around aljunied
yum yum
talked about serious stuff and NONSENSE. haha

i shall go and sleep now!

2009-01-10T21:39:00.000-08:00

i finished 繁花落定 in a day
SUPER NICE! hehe.

2009-01-10T09:02:00.000-08:00

i decided to blog td
cos im VERY UNLUCKY

i slept at 1+ or 2 on fri cos of my WORK
*SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT TIRED*
i woke up at 6. and CHIONGED off cos terence wanna meet at 7

we are mad, HE IS MAD
he wanna take one big round to the bus stop which u need not to cross the road
when i alighted from the bus, i saw something VERY FUNNY
i laughed all the way to the band room
i dont know WHATS so funny about a person waving at a bus, as if he wanted to take a taxi
I JUST CANT STOP LAUGHING
*stomach pain*

had self pract ALONE
in a SMALL COLD DARK room
quite efficient
my tone sucks at first
so i opened the door, and it still suck
MWAHAHHAA> i lost my tuner HOOORAY!

*my hair very xiang1*
(random)

eh learnt one studies, major and pentone in 2 octave (NOT VERY GOOD), and skips, tongueing exercise

my lips got VERY TIRED after the skips
my arms also!

SH played OVERTURE at the platform
the building was filled with their sound
i could hear them clearly even i closed door
so i rested for a while
and went to the toilet!
MR LIM very nice, he helped me to look after my trombone for a short while

hmmm went to eat lunch with terence.
the dont know wad noodles, quite hot. haha

work was terrible today
i was at the counter td so i must wear the weird chinese HATE which look like a BOWL
and it is quite ugly
the hat is so big, kept dropping

and i got scolded for sth i dont know if i was at fault
but nvm... someone has to be responsible for it
HAHA. i really cant rmb anything about the order
so maybe is me!

busy work!
HEHE i am SUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPER tired now
i wanna sleeppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

night

2009-01-08T07:31:00.000-08:00

happy day
VERY VERY good
many people went for sp td

i practed arbans and sbt for a while.
learnt a new studies! mwhahaha
i must slowly learn the studies in arbans!

i dont know wads wrong with me td, i used a popular card to take bus
and i used my ezlink and wanted to pay for the cake
=.-

band badge is here!
MWHAHAHAH'

OH YA XINTIAN TIED HER HAIR
NOT BAD MAHHHHHHH

2009-01-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

A. Annoying
everything
B. Boring
school
C. Cute
dou dou
D. Diligent
dilys *maybe*
E. Evil
xintian
F. Funny
jocelyn
G. Good looking
i dont know his name
H. Hyper
dou dou
I. Intelligent
ME
J. Jolly
xintian! *she is like 24/7 happy*
K. Kiddy
rebecca *she is like forever sec1*
L. Lame
SHI LUN!
M. Meticulous
jia ying?
N. Noisy!
ME
O. Optimistic
jia hui? hehe
P.Playful
DENISE
Q. Quarrelsome
ME
R. Reliable
ME
S. Sexy
terence yong
T. Trustworthy
weijie LOOKS like one
U. Untrustworthy
SHHHHH
V. Vulgaranson
=.-
X. Xenophobic
0.0
Y. Yappy
-.o?
Z. Zanny
O.=

2009-01-06T04:57:00.000-08:00

=.=

im so happy and energetic
i think i wanna run 2.4km like NOW

i love my new specs!

2009-01-04T02:40:00.000-08:00

i am still living in the past
rawr!

i slept for the whole afternoon
haha.. wanted to read last lecture
HMMM.... it is a ENGLISH lecture BOOK u see!

nvm i WILL READ IT SOMEDAY

no one is answering the phone! rawr

2009-01-03T21:18:00.000-08:00

lalala~~ i love myself!
mwhahah i finised all the rest of the hw EXCEPT LA
rawr i hate LA!
i can stay away from the comp for... 4 hours! OMG thats good!

SUDDENLY many problems popping up!

i cant contact mrs wong!
year3s will not be able to help us for the cca exhibition, and i dont know if i should stand in front or play with jingjie. if i need to stand infront, means jingjie must play good bye my love ALONE.
tmr all the levels dismiss at DIFFERENT time, so what time should we start band, year3s will only be dismissed at 430, which means, by the time we sit in for full band, its already 5pm and band ends at 530! HAHAHA
wed DIFFERENT level dismiss at different time again, which means, mr ng's birthday celebration is NOT CONFIRM YET!
i havent asked mrs wong if we can stay back on tues for the cca dry run + mr ng's birthday celebration thingy.

EVERYTHING IS NOT CONFIRM and im going mad!
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP~~~~~~~~~~~~! haha
(that sounds stupid)
nvm =.-

2009-01-03T09:20:00.000-08:00

mwhahha
the calendar guy called me at 330 and told me that the calendar is done
and she told me their shop closed at 4pm
asked me if i wanna collect the stuff now
=.-!!!

thanks xintian for MAKING mr ng's card
she insisted on making the card if not she will rather talk to the wall then talking to me
RAWR. SINCE SHE IS SOOOOOOO FREEEEEEEEEE AND 'TALENTED'. I SHALL LET HER DO
HEHE. JIAHUI IS BUYING THE PRESENT!
YES almost DONE

MAYBE I SHALL GO AND BUYTHE CAKE!
MWHWHAAH I LOVE CAKES!
I WANNA EAT LOG CAKE!

2009-01-03T08:42:00.000-08:00

got new pair of specs
will be out on tues!
grrr~~!

OMG THE SPECS ARE NICE, i took half an hour to choose
HEHE i saw 3 very nice specs
one is dark green and light green, it looks like the one denise wore before
so i didnt wanna buy that one
and a brown one, looks like the one i wore before
SO IN E END I CHOOSE THE RED ONE
i look weird with white specs!

worked from 8 till 12
was at the counter again
=.-
did sth after my 2nd order!
HAHA rumeng = FAIL! stupid

jumping around in the macs
im SO TIRED NOW

YAWN~~~!
wanted to study de, but my eyes turn red AGAIN!
im going blind~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
very pain! i SHOULD STOP BLOGGING AND GO SLEEP NOW
but i had to settle the celebration thing first
RAWR

eh! FULL BAND ON MONDAY
and i cant see anything from my score without my specs
IM DEAD!

2009-01-03T01:53:00.000-08:00

i felt quite sad now
maybe becos i read her blog
whoever she is, dont ask me who she is

不理会别人的眼光
做我想做的事情
我想做回我自己
会太迟吗？

不再想别人会怎样
我自己，只有我
想哭，就痛哭失声
想笑，就开怀大笑

我能随我所愿吗？
我能随心所欲吗？

是我想太多了吧！
我的世界，不只我

2009-01-03T01:41:00.000-08:00

no new year resolutions
maybe i have... argh i dont know if that counted as resolutions
whatever

hope my family will live happily ever after!
hope i will continue study hard like the month before EOY last year, and get good results, hoho! my mom will be proud of me!
hope DUNMAN HIGH SYMPHONIC BAND will do their best and get GOOOOOOOD results for SYF09! win glory for our band, our school!
hope i will do a great job as chairperson, its my chance to show that IM NOT STUPID! *eh.. im not useless* show that the teachers didnt make the wrong choice!
hope my friends around me will be always with me (though i feel like a loner now)
hope i will be more mature, the way i think, the things i do blah blah
hope i can cope with with my busy schedule this year (band, studies, work)
hope i will like all the people i dont like!
hope everything will go back to NORMAL ....