Friday, August 1, 2008
bad luck week! busy week, i hate this week. but its OVER!
FIRST! i got scolded by mr ng cos trombones were really lousy.
it was mostly my fault
i think i was really suck at leading and ... i dont know...
just.. i felt quite sad and guilty.
although we got SP-ed, but with no improvements at all.
COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME. is it becos am i too slack or wad.
wed i organised sp. despite the jnrs told that they had no time.
in fact, i was busy too. bio test was the following day.
its not about no time or not, is whether u wanna TAKE the time to complete sth
IF u really got the heart to pract, YOU WILL TAKE TIME FROM ur busy schedule.
no point telling me u no time, u cant go becos of this becos of that.
i already MOVED the sp to wed. if u still telling me that u are no time or wadsoever. i dont know WHEN is the right time for us to COME as a section to pract.
and im much busier than u all. i also have test, i needa plan chalet, do sp report book and blah blah blah. i got 2 more subjects, and my lessons always end very late. its like... i really dont know wad to say.
when i said set up, but no one is moving. i said soooooooo many times that stands, mutes, mugs, chairs, files, pencil must be well prepared b4 full band. cos i ends school at 145 when some of u all end at 1245. i told u all to set up, but when i walked into the band room today, mutes was all around, not arranged properly, onli set up one stand and the other 2 stands was setted up by jingjie, no pencil, no mugs, 4 chairs was stack up. what kind of set up is this. in e end i was still the one who set up everything for them. after full band, no one clear the mug, files were everywhere, mutes were in a mess. i needa to packed them into the box, so tat mr ng wont throw the files into the dustbin.
today's full band.. was.. horrible? id ont know. i think im just PLAIN lousy! i must improve within this 3 wks. since wk days always cant meet up, so we must meet in wk ends, its more efficient i think. we must at least know our rhythm and can play through without stopping b4 the exam break.
got one part, i blasted like siao, cos mr ng cant hear... i think tat sound is weird and nan ting. argh! i cant play SUPER loud without blasting my sound! hmm must improve on this.
eh.. i must improve my range cos its quite short. i cant play A as comfortably as my G. which is bad, cos a in tat piece is one of the LOUDEST part. i must get it right
i must know the piece well, cos some parts im like off tempo! rawr!
SYF is coming soon~~~ i must JIAYOUS!
ohya. i think im like some chu qi tong liddat. kept getting scolded by everyone. monday band mr ng scolded me for the poor leading of my section. then thur shen mei told me its a tradition to make cards to invite the snrs, when i did. i think our sec3 squad really... i dont know wad to say la. i pass down the msg to them is to tell them about the venue, date, and time, so that they can invite their snrs, i dont mean to ask them pass down my msg to their snrs or whoever.. its like.. its common sense to invite with cards rite? so, its my fault to confuse u all? or wad? i dont know. and wads with breaking the band's tradition when i made cards for my snrs?
today i got scolded again. hais. NVM at least i know where i did wrong and where to improve. whenever i think of SYF and look at our standard, i will feel like crying. not because i really think we are hopeless, but because i really dont want the same thing to happen again like last yr. when i heard the results from the speaker, i really cried out loud. the feeling is more than pain or sad or depressed.
chalet is... unprepared too. no meeting, no dicussion. if we dont know about how many ppl are coming, its hard for us to buy the food and come up with games. unluckily, i am in the chalet com too.
hais. i still needa write sectional report book. i needa write 2 more!
JIAYOUS~!
FIRST! i got scolded by mr ng cos trombones were really lousy.
it was mostly my fault
i think i was really suck at leading and ... i dont know...
just.. i felt quite sad and guilty.
although we got SP-ed, but with no improvements at all.
COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME. is it becos am i too slack or wad.
wed i organised sp. despite the jnrs told that they had no time.
in fact, i was busy too. bio test was the following day.
its not about no time or not, is whether u wanna TAKE the time to complete sth
IF u really got the heart to pract, YOU WILL TAKE TIME FROM ur busy schedule.
no point telling me u no time, u cant go becos of this becos of that.
i already MOVED the sp to wed. if u still telling me that u are no time or wadsoever. i dont know WHEN is the right time for us to COME as a section to pract.
and im much busier than u all. i also have test, i needa plan chalet, do sp report book and blah blah blah. i got 2 more subjects, and my lessons always end very late. its like... i really dont know wad to say.
when i said set up, but no one is moving. i said soooooooo many times that stands, mutes, mugs, chairs, files, pencil must be well prepared b4 full band. cos i ends school at 145 when some of u all end at 1245. i told u all to set up, but when i walked into the band room today, mutes was all around, not arranged properly, onli set up one stand and the other 2 stands was setted up by jingjie, no pencil, no mugs, 4 chairs was stack up. what kind of set up is this. in e end i was still the one who set up everything for them. after full band, no one clear the mug, files were everywhere, mutes were in a mess. i needa to packed them into the box, so tat mr ng wont throw the files into the dustbin.
today's full band.. was.. horrible? id ont know. i think im just PLAIN lousy! i must improve within this 3 wks. since wk days always cant meet up, so we must meet in wk ends, its more efficient i think. we must at least know our rhythm and can play through without stopping b4 the exam break.
got one part, i blasted like siao, cos mr ng cant hear... i think tat sound is weird and nan ting. argh! i cant play SUPER loud without blasting my sound! hmm must improve on this.
eh.. i must improve my range cos its quite short. i cant play A as comfortably as my G. which is bad, cos a in tat piece is one of the LOUDEST part. i must get it right
i must know the piece well, cos some parts im like off tempo! rawr!
SYF is coming soon~~~ i must JIAYOUS!
ohya. i think im like some chu qi tong liddat. kept getting scolded by everyone. monday band mr ng scolded me for the poor leading of my section. then thur shen mei told me its a tradition to make cards to invite the snrs, when i did. i think our sec3 squad really... i dont know wad to say la. i pass down the msg to them is to tell them about the venue, date, and time, so that they can invite their snrs, i dont mean to ask them pass down my msg to their snrs or whoever.. its like.. its common sense to invite with cards rite? so, its my fault to confuse u all? or wad? i dont know. and wads with breaking the band's tradition when i made cards for my snrs?
today i got scolded again. hais. NVM at least i know where i did wrong and where to improve. whenever i think of SYF and look at our standard, i will feel like crying. not because i really think we are hopeless, but because i really dont want the same thing to happen again like last yr. when i heard the results from the speaker, i really cried out loud. the feeling is more than pain or sad or depressed.
chalet is... unprepared too. no meeting, no dicussion. if we dont know about how many ppl are coming, its hard for us to buy the food and come up with games. unluckily, i am in the chalet com too.
hais. i still needa write sectional report book. i needa write 2 more!
JIAYOUS~!
5:26 AM
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